Sevgili Yeliz’ci\u011fim,<\/p>\n
Sana olan duygular\u0131m\u0131 yazma zaman\u0131. Bir yogi, bir e\u011fitmen olarak. Asl\u0131nda bunlar\u0131 sana s\u00f6zl\u00fc olarak s\u00f6yledi\u011fimi biliyorum. Ama s\u00f6zler u\u00e7ar tabii ki. Seninle yoga boyutunda tan\u0131\u015fmam\u0131z\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck etkeni Zeynep tabii ki. Kas\u0131m ay\u0131nda yola \u00e7\u0131kmam\u0131z\u0131 sa\u011flayan \u00f6ncelikle o. Dolay\u0131s\u0131yla \u00f6nce ona sayg\u0131m\u0131 sunmal\u0131y\u0131m. Sonra annen \u201chadi ba\u015fl\u0131yoruz\u201d diye haber sald\u0131. Sonra da sen. Seni lise y\u0131llar\u0131nda tan\u0131d\u0131ktan sonra ailesel bazdaki ili\u015fkiler nedeni ile d\u00f6nem d\u00f6nem g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcne de gelmi\u015fli\u011fim vard\u0131r hani. Mesela d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fcnde deselerdi ki Yeliz’le y\u0131llar sonra ayn\u0131 co\u015fkuyu ayn\u0131 duygular\u0131 payla\u015facaks\u0131n g\u00fclerdim galiba. Belki de sen de ayn\u0131 tepkiyi g\u00f6sterirdin.<\/p>\n
\u00d6nce k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck odada ba\u015flad\u0131k ser\u00fcvene. Annen, sen ve ben. Ge\u00e7mi\u015fimiz olmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen hem biraz uzak hem biraz temkinliydik ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7ta galiba. Ancak ilk dersten sonraki g\u00fcn omzumun alt\u0131ndaki, hi\u00e7 muhatap bile olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m kas\u0131m\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131mas\u0131 enteresan geldi ve \u00e7ok etkilendim. Bir s\u00fcre yaln\u0131z \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fcz devam ettik. Sonra asl\u0131nda \u00e7ok yak\u0131n oldu\u011fumuzu g\u00f6rd\u00fck. Ke\u015ffettik. G\u00fcld\u00fck, a\u011flad\u0131k. Bir\u00e7ok duyguyu beraber ya\u015fad\u0131k. Meditasyonda de\u011fi\u015fik diyarlara yolculuk yapt\u0131k. Payla\u015ft\u0131k. \u0130\u00e7inde olmamam\u0131z gerekti\u011fini izleyici olman\u0131n do\u011fru oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frettin sen. Sonra yeni partnerlerimiz oldu. Bu g\u00fczelli\u011fi ya\u015famaya ba\u015flad\u0131ktan sonra sevdiklerimin de bundan yararlanmas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ok istedim. Kendi \u00e7ap\u0131mda bunun i\u00e7in \u00e7aba sarf ettim ve hakl\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m. Ben kaynakl\u0131 herkes seni \u00e7ok sevdi. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sen i\u015fte b\u00f6yle bir \u0131\u015f\u0131ks\u0131n. Grubumuz geni\u015fledi. Salona ge\u00e7tik. Ayn\u0131 co\u015fkuyu doya doya ya\u015fad\u0131k. Ve tatile girdik. Yenilenmek i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Yoga ve sen bana neler kazand\u0131rd\u0131n;<\/p>\n
1-\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Ac\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 azaltmay\u0131,<\/p>\n
2-\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc umursamamay\u0131,<\/p>\n
3-\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Yoksunlu\u011fa al\u0131\u015fmay\u0131 ve kabul etmeyi,<\/p>\n
4-\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n var oldu\u011funu,<\/p>\n
5-\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Stresi atmay\u0131,<\/p>\n
6-\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Co\u015fkuyu ya\u015f\u0131ma ra\u011fmen yeniden hissetmeyi,<\/p>\n
7-\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Tutulmalar\u0131n (s\u0131rttaki) yok olmas\u0131n\u0131 ve omurgam\u0131n d\u00fczelmesini,<\/p>\n
8-\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Eve yemekli misafir \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u00f6nce yoga yap\u0131p sonra huzur i\u00e7inde misafir a\u011f\u0131rlamay\u0131,<\/p>\n
9- \u00a0\u00a0Stephan M\u0131cus\u2019u,<\/p>\n
10-\u00a0\u00a0 Ve ve ve hem i\u00e7imizdeki g\u00fcne\u015fi hem de d\u00fcnyan\u0131n g\u00fcne\u015fini selamlamay\u0131,<\/p>\n
11-Yogim olmana ra\u011fmen seni k\u0131z\u0131m gibi sevmeyi,<\/p>\n
Ve daha \u015fu an akl\u0131ma gelmeyen g\u00fczel, h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc ve heyecanl\u0131 duygular\u0131n var oldu\u011funu hat\u0131rlamay\u0131 ve ya\u015famay\u0131 \u00f6\u011frettin.<\/p>\n
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Sa\u011fol Yeliz.<\/p>\n
Seninde yolun hep \u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 olsun. I\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n hep parlas\u0131n ve hep co\u015fku dolu olsun. \u00dcz\u00fclme demiyorum \u00fcz\u00fclebilirsin ama sonras\u0131nda hep sevinece\u011fin g\u00fczelliklerle kar\u015f\u0131la\u015f ve hayat\u0131 co\u015fkuyla ya\u015famaya \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sa\u00e7maya devam et. Sevgilerimle<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Sevgili Yeliz’ci\u011fim, Sana olan duygular\u0131m\u0131 yazma zaman\u0131. Bir yogi, bir e\u011fitmen olarak. Asl\u0131nda bunlar\u0131 sana s\u00f6zl\u00fc olarak s\u00f6yledi\u011fimi biliyorum. Ama s\u00f6zler u\u00e7ar tabii ki. Seninle yoga boyutunda tan\u0131\u015fmam\u0131z\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck etkeni Zeynep tabii ki. Kas\u0131m ay\u0131nda yola \u00e7\u0131kmam\u0131z\u0131 sa\u011flayan \u00f6ncelikle o. Dolay\u0131s\u0131yla \u00f6nce ona sayg\u0131m\u0131 sunmal\u0131y\u0131m. Sonra annen \u201chadi ba\u015fl\u0131yoruz\u201d diye haber sald\u0131. Sonra da … <\/p>\n