{"id":837,"date":"2013-12-31T08:48:22","date_gmt":"2013-12-31T08:48:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.yelizolcay.com\/?p=837"},"modified":"2013-12-31T08:48:22","modified_gmt":"2013-12-31T08:48:22","slug":"elveda-derken","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.yoginix.com\/?p=837","title":{"rendered":"Elveda Derken"},"content":{"rendered":"

Aral\u0131k ay\u0131 ad\u0131n\u0131n enerjisiyle ya\u015far bana g\u00f6re. Neleri, ne kadar\u0131 yeniye ta\u015f\u0131yaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z aral\u0131klar belirler, s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcverirler o aral\u0131klardan i\u00e7eri ya da d\u0131\u015far\u0131. Belki de bu sebeptendir sene bitmeden birikmi\u015f i\u015fleri, yap\u0131lmas\u0131 gerekenleri halledip, s\u00f6ylenmesi gerekenleri dile getiri\u015flerimiz. Yeniye yer a\u00e7ma tela\u015f\u0131m\u0131z ve hevesimizdendir ertelemeyi\u015flerimiz ve vazge\u00e7i\u015flerimiz…
\n2013 y\u0131l\u0131 tahmin edilenleri haks\u0131z \u00e7\u0131karmamak ad\u0131na elinden geleni ard\u0131na koymad\u0131. Hem bireysel hem b\u00fct\u00fcnsel olarak silkelendi, sallad\u0131 ve haliyle silkeledi de. Maskeleri, timsah g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131, samimiyetsizli\u011fi, vefas\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 burnumuza , g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcze hatta anlamad\u0131ysak kalplerimize kadar soktu. Ger\u00e7ek renkleri g\u00f6rmemizi sa\u011flad\u0131. Tecr\u00fcbeler, deneyimler ve al\u0131nan dersler \u00e7o\u011fu zaman g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n ve zor zamanlar\u0131n arkas\u0131nda kendini g\u00f6steriyor. Belki de bu y\u00fczdendir ki ayd\u0131nl\u0131klar hep en karanl\u0131k zamanlar\u0131n arkas\u0131nda gizlidir. \u00d6yle ya da b\u00f6yle deneyimlenen her an\u0131n ge\u00e7ici oldu\u011funu bilmek ise bence \u00e7ok \u00f6zg\u00fcrle\u015ftici bir duygu. Ne iyinin ne k\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fcn, ne \u00fcmitsizli\u011fin ne mutlulu\u011fun, ne hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131n ne de sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n kal\u0131c\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmek her g\u00fcn\u00fc, her an\u0131 de\u011ferli k\u0131lan, minnetle, \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrle ve fark\u0131ndal\u0131kla dolu bir duygu.
\nHer y\u0131l oldu\u011fu gibi bu y\u0131l da \u00e7ok dersler verdi bana. Baz\u0131 derslerine \u00e7ok iyi \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131p haz\u0131rlanarak, baz\u0131lar\u0131na ise \u00e7ok haz\u0131rl\u0131ks\u0131z ve beklenmedik anlarda yakaland\u0131m. 2013 y\u0131l\u0131n\u0131; beni geli\u015ftiren, de\u011fi\u015ftiren ve d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcren her bir an\u0131na \u015f\u00fckrederek geride b\u0131rak\u0131yorum. Bilmedi\u011fimi \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fim, unuttu\u011fumu yeniden hat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, bildi\u011fime daha da s\u0131k\u0131 sar\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m her ana \u015f\u00fckrediyorum.
\n\u0130\u015fte bu y\u00fczdendir ki muhabbeti samimi, vefas\u0131 y\u00fcrekten, g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 kalpten, \u00f6z\u00fc, s\u00f6z\u00fc, niyeti ve ger\u00e7e\u011fi bir olan her ki\u015fiye, her ana s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 sar\u0131l\u0131p, \u015f\u00fckrediyorum. \u0130yi ki vars\u0131n\u0131z, hayat\u0131ms\u0131n\u0131z ve hayat\u0131mdas\u0131n\u0131z. \u0130yi ki …
\n\u0130\u015fte bu y\u00fczdendir ki muhabbeti menfaatiyle s\u0131n\u0131rl\u0131, vefay\u0131 boza ve semt ad\u0131 zanneden samimiyetsizliklerden soyutlad\u0131m, uzakla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m kendimi; hafiflettim, hafifledim. \u0130\u015fte bu y\u00fczdendir ki mecbur oldu\u011fum ya da gerekti\u011fi i\u00e7in de\u011fil, sevdi\u011fim, istedi\u011fim ve par\u00e7as\u0131 olmaktan mutluluk ve onur duydu\u011fum anlarla, an\u0131larla ve canlarla sarmalad\u0131m kendimi. Hafifledim… ama bir o kadar da a\u011f\u0131rla\u015ft\u0131m belki de…
\nDilerim ki …
\n2014 herbirimize sa\u011fl\u0131k ba\u015fta olmak \u00fczere g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fczden ge\u00e7enleri ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirecek g\u00fc\u00e7le gelsin.
\nSevgilerin \u00e7o\u011fald\u0131\u011f\u0131, mutluluklar\u0131n keyfine vard\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z, ba\u015far\u0131lar\u0131n artt\u0131\u011f\u0131, kazan\u00e7lar\u0131n keyifle harcand\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir y\u0131l olsun.
\nSa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n hastal\u0131ks\u0131z, mutlulu\u011fun \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcz, kazanc\u0131n kay\u0131ps\u0131z fark\u0131na vard\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z anlarla dolu bir y\u0131l olsun.
\nZor zamanlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 payla\u015farak hafifledi\u011fimiz, g\u00f6n\u00fcllerimizi \u015fenlendiren, sadece varl\u0131klar\u0131yla bile hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ayd\u0131nlatan, bizlere \u0131\u015f\u0131k tutan canlarla ge\u00e7ecek bir y\u0131l olsun.
\nHer nefeste bir ba\u015fkas\u0131ndan de\u011fil sadece ve sadece kendimizden daha iyiye do\u011fru yol alma gayreti ve fark\u0131ndal\u0131\u011f\u0131yla , de\u011fi\u015fimin ve d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcn kendimizden ba\u015flayarak b\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fcn hayr\u0131na dokundu\u011fu bir y\u0131l olsun.
\nDilerim…<\/p>\n

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Aral\u0131k ay\u0131 ad\u0131n\u0131n enerjisiyle ya\u015far bana g\u00f6re. Neleri, ne kadar\u0131 yeniye ta\u015f\u0131yaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z aral\u0131klar belirler, s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcverirler o aral\u0131klardan i\u00e7eri ya da d\u0131\u015far\u0131. Belki de bu sebeptendir sene bitmeden birikmi\u015f i\u015fleri, yap\u0131lmas\u0131 gerekenleri halledip, s\u00f6ylenmesi gerekenleri dile getiri\u015flerimiz. Yeniye yer a\u00e7ma tela\u015f\u0131m\u0131z ve hevesimizdendir ertelemeyi\u015flerimiz ve vazge\u00e7i\u015flerimiz… 2013 y\u0131l\u0131 tahmin edilenleri haks\u0131z \u00e7\u0131karmamak ad\u0131na elinden geleni … <\/p>\n

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